finally some usual babble..lol

Hey Y’all!

First, grab some water, because this is going to be a long one.  You all know that I haven’t really posted a journal in a minute, so I promised myself I would do it today, no matter how long it took.  It’s 7:20pm now and Cops comes on at 8.  Will I make it?

Ok, first, someone on WW please tell me how I can figure out my water.  When I joined, they told me that a cup of milk was a dairy and a water.  Is there a guide somewhere that shows this stuff.  Like I want to know if I can count my apple juice as a water or something like that.  If there is a place, please let me know.

I also want to know where I can get the dairy icon and the other icons for the WW food journal.  I attend the meetings, so, I can’t go online to get it.  Do any of you have it? If so, please let me know, I would like to add it to my food journal too.  I am going to change the food journal probably to make it so that you can see the entire week instead of just that day.  Also, I love the little saying you all have on your profiles, so now instead of saying I have 300 pounds to lose, I’m now going to say, I have 10 pounds to lose 30 times. That actually seems more realistic even though its the same thing.  I guess I’m just crazy.  I have to psyche myself out sometimes.

I am also going to update my goals page to actually list some small goals and rewards.  That should be fun.  Check that out in a couple of days.

Oh yeah…WTF?  Why is it that when you start to lose weight you get so damn flabby? Here I was all big and solid and fine…. Now I’m starting to get really flabby… WTH is that about?

This damned layette that i am making is driving me crazy.  I am doing this pattern for the first time and I have had to take it apart 2 times. I have to get this done!

I have to tell y’all…all of you all know that I have always wanted to talk to people that have the same amount of weight that I do.  I have found the closest thing to it.  I have joined WW and their 200+ board is the shiznit!!!! Everyone on there is sooooo supportive.  When I am having a bad day, (like today ) they are there to pick my spirits up.  If you look at the food journal, you will see that it is filled out.  Well it’s only 7:45. Y’all know that I eat mostly at night and now i have to go though the night with nothing! I just posted that in the board and I am going to check on the responses after I finish this.  Whenever you are feeling defeated and depressed, go there, they will be waiting.  I LOVE Y’ALL!!

OK, that’s it….that kills it!!!!! Dammit I’m mad!!!!!! Before I went to WW, I was doing pretty good.  I had gotten used to eating healthier and less often.  Then, trying to make it to my minimum points, caused me to eat more and less healthy.  Whether you believe it or not, 32 points is hard to eat and still eat healthy.  So, now, I am going to mix what I was doing with WW.  Both together should do the trick!  We will see at my first weigh-in on Wednesday.  I don’t think I am going to make it through the night without eating again….it’s just too much damned ice cream in my fridge calling my name. So, I am going to do what I want for the rest of the night tonight and tomorrow, I am doing both at the same time.  If I go to my WI and have still lost even .5 pounds.  I will have just found my niche! If not, well then, Anyway, I might add more later, but right now, Cops is getting ready to come on TV and you know I loooooooooooooooooves my Cops!