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- May 2012 (1)
- 10: MAJOR Non-Scale Victory!!!! (0)
- March 2012 (10)
- 24: Flash Diet….3/25/2012 (0)
- 23: Spinach Lasagna…must make now!!! (1)
- 22: Day 1….Reverse Tracking (0)
- 21: B*tch it is 5:30!! (0)
- 20: I’ve GOT to try this!! (0)
- 19: The most current food log (0)
- 18: I’ll be playing catch up for a few days… (0)
- 17: A HUGE trigger for me… (0)
- 16: Looks? Disgusting!! Tastes? FANTASTIC!!!! (0)
- 15: Yep, I’ve been pussyfootin’ around…. (0)
- January 2012 (3)
- 21: Begin walking (0)
- 20: B4 Weigh In (0)
- 19: Plateaus (0)
- December 2011 (4)
- 14: One of my new favorite “desserts”…. (2)
- 12: Which way? (0)
- 11: We have a winner!!!! (1)
- 02: Awwww….my first contest!!! *tear tear sniff sniff* (6)
- September 2011 (2)
- 14: Well now….since you put it THAT way….. (2)
- 08: I’d say this was a sign…. (1)
- August 2011 (1)
- 01: In tears…. (1)
- July 2011 (3)
- 27: Fitblog Chat (1)
- 18: Ok, so it’s the next week…. (1)
- 11: Alright….that’s it!!!! (4)
- June 2011 (3)
- 09: It’s too mammy freggin’ HOT!!!! (1)
- 08: My mouth just had an orgasm!!! (0)
- 01: Good eatin’ (3)
- May 2011 (6)
- 17: Don’t ask me…. (0)
- 17: This was a good food day… (0)
- 16: I’m ready! (0)
- 06: Words ARE power! (0)
- 05: I love my legs!!! (3)
- 04: It’s time to REALLY get it under control…. (5)
- April 2011 (4)
- 18: Look’it what I got!!! (1)
- 14: ‘Cuse me…..looky there!! (0)
- 11: OMG!!! Why do I stay away?!!! (3)
- 10: I know the how….time to work on the why… (1)
- March 2011 (6)
- 27: B2B – Day 2 (2)
- 26: Back 2 Basics – Day 1 (0)
- 18: Why lose it? (0)
- 18: Why do this? (0)
- 13: Day 2 (0)
- 09: Sorry Tampa, but I’m glad he’s gone!!!! (0)
- February 2011 (7)
- 07: This little kid cracks me up!!! (1)
- 06: Meet Mikey and Polly! (0)
- 05: Did you see?!!!!! (0)
- 04: About Mikey and Polly… (0)
- 03: It’s that time again…. (0)
- 02: Wow! (0)
- 01: Well, so much for the not cursing… (0)
- January 2011 (37)
- 31: Well, today WAS my last day… (0)
- 30: That’s a blatant lie!!! (2)
- 29: I admire sober addicts! (0)
- 28: Today was SUPPOSED to be my last day… (0)
- 27: My sister is SUCH a newbie! lol (0)
- 26: No puppy for me… *sniff sniff* (0)
- 25: I need to stop cursing! (0)
- 24: I know…but it still hurts….. (0)
- 23: I REALLY like the TV show Heavy (0)
- 22: Addiction is addiction (0)
- 21: One serving… (0)
- 20: NLEA serving… (0)
- 19: I Bow Out (0)
- 19: Heartbreak Hotel (0)
- 19: Have You Ever (0)
- 19: For You I Will (0)
- 19: Beautiful (0)
- 19: Be Encouraged (0)
- 19: Bag Lady (0)
- 19: Any Other Night (0)
- 19: Almost Doesn’t Count (0)
- 19: Therapy songs (0)
- 19: I Can’t Make You Love Me (0)
- 19: I Learned From The Best (0)
- 19: I’ll Find A Way (0)
- 19: It’s Not Right, But It’s Ok (0)
- 19: Just For Today (0)
- 19: Maybe I Deserve (0)
- 19: Mistreated (0)
- 19: No More Drama (0)
- 19: On My Own (0)
- 19: The Battle Is The Lord’s (0)
- 19: The World’s Greatest (0)
- 19: There You Go (0)
- 19: Tyrone (0)
- 19: What If A Woman (0)
- 19: You (0)
- December 2010 (4)
- 28: Copyright
- 24: Day 1 (0)
- 24: 12-24-2010 My Eating….. (0)
- 24: I'm back! (0)
- October 2010 (1)
- 02: What I do (0)
- September 2010 (8)
- 30: Work it (0)
- 29: Why lose weight (0)
- 28: Why I’m big (0)
- 27: Why do this? (0)
- 26: Weight Loss Tips (0)
- 25: Why I curse (0)
- 24: Cartoons (0)
- 23: Charmed (1)
- May 2010 (6)
- 19: NOTHING is 0 Calories! (0)
- 18: THIS IS IT!!!! (0)
- 13: A letter from my recovery (0)
- 10: Changes are a comin'! (0)
- 06: A Letter from my disease (0)
- 04: REALLY?!!!!! REALLY?!!!! (0)
- April 2010 (6)
- 22: Print Screen for iTouch (0)
- 21: I love the Parking Lot!!! (6)
- 20: I want one sooooo bad!!! (0)
- 18: That was a HUGE mistake!! (0)
- 13: Where my mind is now (0)
- 12: A quick catch up (0)
- March 2010 (2)
- 21: The way God answers me…. (0)
- 18: I need to feel (0)
- February 2010 (9)
- 09: I think I'm doing this…. (0)
- 08: It stops here!!! (0)
- 07: See ya!!! (0)
- 06: Good lawd hammercy!!!! (0)
- 05: Someone help a sista out…. (0)
- 04: Catching up (0)
- 03: I tried to binge….a little….but it didn't work. (0)
- 02: Pics from Saturday…. (0)
- 01: Whew!!!! Glad it's over!!!! (0)
- January 2010 (27)
- 31: Ever wonder (0)
- 30: *clearing throat* 'cuse me! (0)
- 29: Ever have just one of those days…. (0)
- 28: a crazy day….. (0)
- 27: this is fun…Lose it on iTouch… (0)
- 26: God's whisper… (0)
- 25: whew lawd….today is ROUGH!!!!! (0)
- 25: Take one (0)
- 24: Awwwwwww crap!!!!!!! (0)
- 23: I'll add more this evening…. (0)
- 22: Woo hoo!!!! Another sale!!!! (0)
- 21: I MADE applesauce (0)
- 20: Wanna see my staple…it gets me by…. (0)
- 18: Not 'cause I gotta….but 'cause I wanna (0)
- 17: Goodbye dear friend….. (0)
- 16: OMG!!! I just pee-ed a little! (0)
- 15: Now I can relax…. (0)
- 14: The inner me! (0)
- 13: the lost one (0)
- 12: The way I am with men (0)
- 11: Let's walk (0)
- 10: I HATE TOM!!!!!!!!! (0)
- 09: My strawberries (0)
- 08: Still here….. (0)
- 07: I'm a hoarder! (5)
- 03: Well HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! (0)
- 02: Handbook for 2010 (0)
- December 2009 (5)
- 15: I am winning! (0)
- 08: How it's going (0)
- 05: This little trick works good with me….you should try it. (0)
- 04: They didn't stand a chance (0)
- 03: Well I'm FINALLY DONE and I'm BAAAAACK!! (0)
- November 2009 (1)
- 10: What tha hell?!!!!!!! (0)
- October 2009 (7)
- 19: This fool is crazy! lmaooo (0)
- 12: This will help. (0)
- 11: Why in the hell do I have all of that food? part 3 (0)
- 10: That damned cat!!!! part 2 (0)
- 09: Wal-Mart escapade….part 1 (0)
- 08: Still here….working on a video. (0)
- 01: We'll see how it goes (0)
- September 2009 (6)
- 30: Still hurting….but it's good news. (0)
- 28: Give me a brick!!! (0)
- 23: One of my dreams came true tonight! (0)
- 10: Let it go! (0)
- 06: My new favorite shirt (0)
- 03: I stand corrected! (0)
- June 2009 (1)
- 18: Free weekend (0)
- May 2009 (1)
- 18: Just checking in (0)
- April 2009 (1)
- 04: I'm so proud of me! (0)
- February 2009 (1)
- 08: This hurts…. (0)
- December 2008 (1)
- April 2008 (1)
- 08: ooVoo (0)
- February 2008 (1)
- September 2007 (3)
- August 2007 (3)
- July 2007 (4)
- June 2007 (14)
- 29: I'm throwing my computer out the window! It was good!! (0)
- 25: My "feeling me" moment from Saturday (0)
- 22: This is killing me…lol (0)
- 20: Why would anyone do this? (0)
- 18: I've recovered..and other ramblings (long) (0)
- 16: I swear I'm going to be late to my own funeral (0)
- 14: I can't let this get me again…damn!! (0)
- 13: Lost blog..from June 7th (homeless & picture advice) (0)
- 12: Dammit I'm tired!!!! (rant) (0)
- 10: Too much time on my hands today! lol (long) (0)
- 09: Wow!!! Maybe now I can begin to heal finally. (0)
- 06: I need to get it together!!! (0)
- 05: Lawd I hope I don't go to jail! (0)
- 04: FIRST ONE!!! (kinda long) (0)
- March 2007 (1)
- 28: I forgive us both…. (0)
- January 2007 (1)
- 03: Goodbye my love… (0)
- September 2006 (2)
- 30: I've discovered some stuff & she's here (0)
- 20: just a quick note (0)
- July 2006 (1)
- 03: weigh-in results (0)
- June 2006 (4)
- 30: running off at the mouth…. (0)
- 26: weight loss catch up (0)
- 05: thank you all so much!!! (0)
- 04: just feeling kind of crazy (0)
- May 2006 (4)
- 24: **~~~YEP, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!~~~** (0)
- 23: God…not again (0)
- 19: long time….very thankful! (0)
- 02: in all the sadness….is a blessing (0)
- April 2006 (7)
- 22: good googaly moogaly (0)
- 19: tha fuck is wrong with the world? (0)
- 16: why do I do this to myself (0)
- 13: cleaning my closet (0)
- 11: da hell?!!!!! (0)
- 08: I'm stressed (0)
- 01: why do I let her get to me like this? (0)
- March 2006 (2)
- 31: and y'all wonder why I'm celibate (0)
- 27: working on it is driving me crazy (0)
- October 2005 (1)
- 02: Doin’ my happy dance!!! (0)
- September 2005 (1)
- 09: I need some time! (0)
- July 2005 (2)
- 18: Mom & Baby clothes… (0)
- 15: Catch up (0)
- April 2005 (2)
- 07: Small steps… (0)
- 01: I’ve been very bad… (0)
- March 2005 (1)
- February 2005 (1)
- 28: Pops is sick & anxiety attack (0)
- January 2005 (3)
- 25: Happy Birthday Jordan & catch up. (0)
- 12: I’m really scared (0)
- 10: Tennessee (0)
- December 2004 (1)
- 06: well…I'm back….again (0)
- November 2004 (3)
- 12: Letter to me…. (0)
- 08: I’m thinking about the surgery. (0)
- 04: That’s MESSED up…but it’s cool!!! (0)
- October 2004 (1)
- 27: Back again… (0)
- August 2004 (2)
- July 2004 (1)
- 01: could life get any better (0)
- June 2004 (6)
- 30: I'm back on track yet again…..my first make up sex (0)
- 29: it's finally back on and I'm growing up (0)
- 20: all is very good! (0)
- 14: I'm so nervous (0)
- 11: I feel better….catch-up (0)
- 05: you asked for it…. (0)
- May 2004 (15)
- 27: why do I do this to myself? (0)
- 25: this was so powerful to me (0)
- 24: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEE!!!!!! (0)
- 21: ready for tomorrow…HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPPY! (0)
- 18: it's worse and I love the summer (0)
- 17: Just catching up on everything… (0)
- 12: I need some (0)
- 11: She's good….the book (0)
- 09: Mama's Day (0)
- 08: I saw my baby today! (0)
- 06: y'all are so wrong!!!….Friends…I busted my ass (0)
- 04: they still don't know (0)
- 03: I'm going crazy but it's worth it (0)
- 02: I've had a lot of emotions today, but all in all it's good (0)
- 01: I need a favor from y'all (0)
- March 2004 (24)
- 31: He is soooo very wonderful!!! (0)
- 30: I have to stop lying (0)
- 29: this shit has got to stop (0)
- 28: I had a ball (0)
- 26: one for the books (0)
- 25: Ms. Fix-It and it's gross (0)
- 24: yahell and the settlement (0)
- 23: my baby….another one for the books (0)
- 21: AIU…day at Donna's…I felt damn good (0)
- 20: what a difference and oh yeah!!! (0)
- 19: it's just not right (0)
- 17: I got to movin' and that bastard (0)
- 16: just a few changes (0)
- 15: time for a swift kick (0)
- 13: how do you know a good day? (0)
- 11: two for two (0)
- 10: today couldn't have been better (0)
- 09: one asshole's opinion (0)
- 08: well, so much for that…but I'm happy (0)
- 05: I'm not a virgin anymore (0)
- 04: I got it!!!!! (0)
- 03: I'm OK now (0)
- 02: I'm working on it (0)
- 01: I just don't understand (0)
- February 2004 (23)
- 29: Thang and it was surprisingly good (0)
- 28: Good, but scared (0)
- 26: lunch date, what da hell?, OMG!!! (0)
- 24: school, irritated and almost arrested (0)
- 23: I told them, I was jacked, and WI (0)
- 22: ain't this a bitch! (0)
- 21: I had a blast!!! (0)
- 20: I'm baack and a blessing in disguise (0)
- 18: tomorrow's the day and me as an inspiration (0)
- 17: just kind of blah and Ernie had a scare (0)
- 16: I couldn't stay mad and Ernie (0)
- 14: OK, see now, I'm pissed (0)
- 12: the wake and Donna (0)
- 11: I actually had a good day (0)
- 09: so much hurt (0)
- 08: I'm so mad I could shit fire!!! (0)
- 07: I'm stepping back out there (0)
- 06: lana…just my humble opinion (0)
- 05: I gotta quit doing it (0)
- 04: I did it!!! and my conversation with Donna (0)
- 03: I hurt (0)
- 02: well, I did it (0)
- 01: a whole lotta plannin' goin' on (0)
- January 2004 (24)
- 31: I'm proud of myself (0)
- 29: just a so-so day, but it was cool (0)
- 28: overall, today was really good (0)
- 27: I moved good and ate good (0)
- 26: pretty good day (0)
- 23: I can't go back to living this way (0)
- 22: I'm depressed (0)
- 21: met a good one (0)
- 19: it almost got ugly (0)
- 17: my day at the hospital…Jae's not right (0)
- 16: yesterday was pretty cool (0)
- 15: I finally heard from him (0)
- 14: prayers needed & I feel guilty (0)
- 13: I hurt…. (0)
- 12: WI and workout (0)
- 11: that's my baby (0)
- 10: my full day…(this is a long one) (0)
- 09: I'm in tears (0)
- 08: It's finally done (0)
- 06: I should be posting tomorrow (0)
- 05: my crazy day (0)
- 03: how crazy (0)
- 02: I'm moving…and just be be a kid again (0)
- 01: my message (0)
- December 2003 (27)
- 30: I conquered the mountain! (0)
- 28: just damned tired (0)
- 27: I saw my baby! (0)
- 26: Christmas was crazy (0)
- 24: Merry Christmas (0)
- 23: Discovery Health (0)
- 22: Beezie and high point day (0)
- 21: uneventful and skeleton (0)
- 20: wth is going on (0)
- 19: thank you all so much and boy trouble (0)
- 18: I can truly relate to Starting Over (0)
- 18: I's married now Ceelie (0)
- 17: this is becoming very funny now (0)
- 16: this is so fucked up (0)
- 15: My weigh in (0)
- 14: Eric and well..so much for Rod (0)
- 13: my date last night (0)
- 12: my date…and I'm up and moving (0)
- 11: I'm so proud (0)
- 10: my day from hell (0)
- 09: I finally finished my storage room (0)
- 08: my weigh in (0)
- 06: simple ass men can kiss my ass!!!! (0)
- 05: my room is almost done (0)
- 03: I'm doing good and my motivation is returning (0)
- 02: I've got to get back on track (0)
- 01: I gained, but I earned it… (0)
- November 2003 (22)
- 30: my wonderful time at home in Gary (0)
- 29: I'm home, but dog tired… (0)
- 26: well I'm off (0)
- 25: supplement…why won't y'all let me have my pity party? (0)
- 25: Eric, LadyV and well, this time I was a little different (0)
- 24: they strike again…this shit completely voids yesterday! (0)
- 23: my father was a "daddy"..just the push I needed (0)
- 22: no pity parties for me right now (0)
- 20: just for today….I will succeed (0)
- 19: I've responded and I've got to be true to myself (0)
- 18: WI results (0)
- 17: my bitch session (0)
- 15: I'm sick (0)
- 13: my weigh in, LadyV, and other various babbling (0)
- 12: God is good (0)
- 10: I've been having fun, but I don't like the consequences (0)
- 07: back to normal, I hurt, and I'm scared (0)
- 06: there are some changes 'round here (0)
- 05: Erin, LadyV, and the last time for this bitch (0)
- 04: I feel so alone, this bitch done went and pissed me off (0)
- 02: nothing at all really. I'm gonna bitch tomorrow. (0)
- 01: Beezie and I really had fun and new idea (0)
- October 2003 (17)
- 31: happy fuckin Halloween, but this shit is hard!!! (0)
- 30: explaining the catch-up (0)
- 29: playing catch-up! (0)
- 20: It's harder this time…. (0)
- 19: my scare, my night out, the little baby, Slim (0)
- 16: computer virus again…its fixed…more to come (0)
- 15: computer virus….I've been shopping (0)
- 13: WI woo hooooooooooooooo (0)
- 12: damn yahoo….donut drama and excellent surprise (0)
- 11: ap question and my new challenge (0)
- 09: the enemy within (0)
- 08: what a difference a day makes (0)
- 07: why won't it stop! (0)
- 06: I hate being addicted!! (0)
- 04: fuckin TOM!!!! (0)
- 02: happy anniversary to me (0)
- 01: too much shit!! but much progress!! I'm getting free!! (0)
- September 2003 (30)
- 30: good stuff all around!!! (0)
- 29: I am so friggin' happy!!! (0)
- 28: I'm so fuckin mad at myself! (0)
- 27: not feeling too good (0)
- 26: I was too late, but it's still good news (0)
- 25: my therapy, THEY GOT HIS ASS!!!!! (0)
- 24: the site is finally finished! (0)
- 23: my experiment, my weigh-in, I hit a squirrel (0)
- 22: I'm worried about Beezie (0)
- 21: definition of a fine man (0)
- 20: my dateS lol (0)
- 19: my wrist update (0)
- 18: WTF?!!!! (0)
- 17: new hope (0)
- 16: my weigh-in, my day, gastric bypass seminar (0)
- 15: dr. phil (0)
- 14: my night out, new pic, new guy (0)
- 13: man at GNC (0)
- 12: I'm tired of pretending (0)
- 11: 9/11, I hurt, new site (0)
- 10: y'all know better than to leave me by myself (0)
- 09: my amazing weigh-in, I'm trying not to kill (0)
- 08: men are a trip, my squirming, no weigh in (0)
- 07: my babies, funny day, pissed at her boyfriend (0)
- 06: grocery shopping, I've been a bad girl (0)
- 05: definition of a man (0)
- 04: nothing (0)
- 03: my day of depression & my believers, in the "fourest"! (0)
- 02: my weigh in and just feeling blah (0)
- 01: grocery NSV, eating all day, coincidence? (0)
- August 2003 (25)
- 31: I'm mad at y'all. (0)
- 30: my new inspiration and I hurt (0)
- 29: a very powerful post (0)
- 28: my new baby, my confession (0)
- 27: giving you a little ammunition (0)
- 26: my weigh-in, eating an elephant (0)
- 25: willy, phantom bruises, I love y'all! (0)
- 24: yes Mikki….there is a collarbone (0)
- 22: my thighs, willyhutch, my leader feels me (0)
- 21: new plan, quick weigh in (0)
- 20: dammit I'm getting sexier (0)
- 19: my bad weigh in!!!!! (0)
- 18: wth?!!!! (0)
- 17: flashing Beezie (0)
- 15: you've got mail, my baby, Beezie, the runs (0)
- 14: I'm noticing a difference (0)
- 13: update on Beezie (0)
- 12: my weigh in (0)
- 09: I met my fellow net people (0)
- 06: my day of nothingness (0)
- 05: ooooooooooooh happy daaaaaay!!! (0)
- 04: not feeling good today (0)
- 03: the sweetest thing (0)
- 02: my night out (0)
- 01: my test of heartbreak (0)
- July 2003 (10)
- 31: doctor's visit, day in court (0)
- 30: weigh in, blessing in disguise, bad news (0)
- 28: blessings in disguise (0)
- 27: new day…new me (0)
- 26: finally some usual babble..lol (0)
- 25: OMG!!!!!! (0)
- 24: exercise and I don't feel too good (0)
- 23: My "I'm proud of me day" (0)
- 20: sometimes people show they care (0)
- 19: it finally worked, new food journal (0)
- June 2003 (12)
- 23: the phone is finally on (0)
- 20: I finally weighed myself (0)
- 13: my recommendations (0)
- 12: my day in court (0)
- 11: day from hell (0)
- 10: I ate something wrong (0)
- 09: the crazy day I had (0)
- 08: a very good day and a new outlook on life (0)
- 07: I had to take my piercing out (0)
- 06: my apology, Tyrese, and messy men, Beezie trying, and the phone on (0)
- 05: you gotta do what?!!!!! (0)
- 04: I finally did it (0)
- May 2003 (12)
- 30: my strip club journey (0)
- 27: new plan, life moment, and the tip of my finger (0)
- 25: he explained and me shopping (0)
- 24: my fucked up birthday (0)
- 23: my journey to Wal-Mart, me thanking you all (0)
- 21: good lunch and the damned phone bill (0)
- 20: Ebony and CDog and me working on site (0)
- 19: knick knacks of how the plan went (0)
- 18: me and Beezie, how the plan went and usual rambling (0)
- 17: updates to the site, how the plan went, usual rambling (0)
- 16: my apology, usual rambling, I have a muscle (0)
- 01: can't eat too much today (0)
- April 2003 (6)
- 30: today was messed up (0)
- 29: RIP 'Lil Boy! today was crazy, then I exercised like hell (0)
- 28: my priorities, usual rambling, and my noodles (0)
- 26: my exercising plans changed (0)
- 25: my exercise day from hell (0)
- 11: my mother really hurt my feelings (0)
- January 2003 (1)
- June 2001 (1)
- 13: Advertise (0)
This
girl murders the English language...on purpose! 
Used to curse a LOT but now working on it. Had a lot of pain and struggles and wore all 575 pounds of it. 
Healed a LOT from the pain.....now healing food addiction. 
Humor, sarcasm, blood, sweat, tears and God....WILL help me
defeat this beast!! I WILL WIN!! Just watch my smoke!
