Let’s Reset

We’ve gotta do this….even though we don’t really want to. …it’s time!

You promised that I would begin to redefine what this day is and I’m going to do that.

Nope, the blog isn’t finished.  All 7 of the posts that need to be tweaked are not ready to post.  But, instead of waiting and procrastinating….even longer, we’re going to be messy….on purpose and just click publish!

First….let’s reset.

Let’s stop beating yourself up because it’s not perfect.  Let’s stop the dread of this day.  Let’s add more positivity into this day…ok?

Six years ago…yesterday…Bat called, spilled every ounce of his pain to you.  The next day, he took his life.  That day is forever burned in your head.  I’m sure we’ll get into that later.  

Three years ago…yesterday…your No BS sister asked if you were neurodivergent.  The next day, you discovered the answers to EVERY SINGLE ONE of your issues.  And, you know that’s no exaggeration either.  

Your life changed for the better.  You finally knew why you were the way you are.  Your existence was no longer defective.  You had your answers…and your life opened up.

Here you sit 3 years later….on this day…the day that Bat left…the same day that you were re-born….and just look at you!

I’ve never been so hopeful in my life!  Truth be told, I never knew what hope felt like until recently.  

But, I HAD to launch today.  

As terrified as I am….

As emotionally spent as I am….

As unorganized as I am…..

As unfished as I am….

Today was the day!  It HAD to happen!!

May 4, 2024…..I’m officially starting.  

And, you know what….as scared as I really am…I truly feel I’m ready.

Over the next week….I’ll finish tweaking the other entries that I wanted to have ready already.

And…..AAAAAAAAND it’s ok that I’m the only person that knows it’s up.  Because….really…this is my own mission and I’m the one that matters….everyone else is just here for the ride.  

I’m ready.  

I think I’m finally ready to change my life and really do this!